So nervous and edgy today
I start Remicade tomorrow…I am so un-fucking-believeably nervous. I have a lot of other things on my mind right now too, but I can’t discuss them at this time. I have that feeling like there’s a brick in my stomach and I am going to faint. Certainly didn’t make things any easier for myself by eating McDonald’s eggamooby muffin, a pie, and coffee….but hey, I eat when I get nervous. I am not getting anything done @ work today…I was supposed to finish up all the tax credit stuff I have been putting off, but I don’t think I can concentrate that much today.
I am fighting the urge to go out to my car and get the chemo cap I have been working on. I need to frog it down to the first 5.5″ of stitches, before the k2t part. (that’s knit two together for those of you that aren’t hip to the knit) I think I screwed something up along the way. I may just do that….I’ll take my lunch hour and knit in my office. I need to do something other than putz around on myspace.
Well….ciao for now.
