The Goings-On of Ms. Megan-Marie

Well…Today is going much better than yesterday.   Though, I am starting feel a smidge queasy since I ate solid food.  Was rocking out all day w/ the Slim-Fast I had for breakfast.  I had a wicked pizza craving, so I stopped at Racanelli’s and got a chicken stombolli and now I’m starting to get bloated and queasy.  C’est la vie….will have to ask the doc if I should go on a liquid and soft foods diet for awhile.  I’ve read they can be very helpful, daunting but helpful.

I could easily take a nap right now.  I may go do that anyway, as I have to wok until 10pm-ish tonight anyway.  We have a fundraising event tonight, and out staff will be serving as the waitstaff.  I didn’t really take much more than 15-20 mins today for lunch, so I think I’ll go home soon, lay down for a bit then head out to the event.

More later…

Per Matt’s suggestion, I am going to try and blog daily to track my emotions/mood swings and such.  As of rightnow, 10:08am, I am feeling kind of shitty.  We had a fight last night, and I’ll admit it…he was/is right.  I am completely in the wrong.

It really set off my stomach last night…(oh, did I forget to mention that I just found out I have Crohn’s Disease) and that all-too familair gurgly feeling has conitued on through to today.  I am tired, and feel like I could cry if anyone looks at me funny.  I just want to go home go go back to bed.  I think the only thing keeping me here is my not wanting to look like a bad employee and not to mention having to use my precious comp time.  With all these  doctor’s appt.s and the like, I really have to keep track of my comings and goings.

Just feeling pretty blah today.  Work is boring the snot of me, I am feeling very unfufilled and unsupported.  It’s so frustrating to have worked me ass off to get a degree in nonprofit admin/management and work towards a career/job in grant writing…thinking this was going to be a great niche for me…and finding out (that at least at this agency) I am bored out of my skull.  It doesn’t help that I haven’t heard back on a single one of the proposals I have written.  No checks, no rejections either, but no feed back what so ever from the funders.

One semi-good thing htat happened to day was Dr. Wallace called me (choir dir. @ LU) and asked me to help him with the planning and execution of a midwest region convention for Vasity Vocals/Intercollegiate A Cappella Assoc.  So we shall see if that comes to be or not.

On the phone right now w/ USAA & St. John’s trying to work out the billing errors from my car accident.  We’ve been going round and round.  Thankfully my claims rep @ USAA is great, and I’m sure she will get this settled at some point.  Well there appears to be a snafu w/ my claim.  The hospital is saying they don’t have a contract w/ the company that USAA says they have a contract with that entitles them to take a PPO reduction…hmmm.  Christina is trying to get to the bottom of it.

Back to “work”….